i hate u, then i love u !!

hari itu ak pergi lagi naek kereta..
hari itu juga pertama kali ak dengerin music pake creativeZenMicro yg harganya murah, cmn 550rb tp memorinya 5 GB,lumayan lah.. ama ipod suaranya ga kalah..
sampailah di stasiun itu..
dia nunggu disana..
dari jauh ak uda bisa liat dia..
apakah hatiku senang? ya iyalahhhhh... kangen bgt lama g ktmu.. pdhl bru bbrp hari hehe..
wlopun.. kadang.. i hate u, coz manusia yg 1 ini sangattt susahhhh banget ditebak jlan pikirannya!! sering ngajak becandaan yg ga jelas!! yg kadang bikin ak jadi sangattt marah.. dats why i hate!! but.. then i love u!! ya i luv u!! coz.. dia org terindah yg pernah ak temuin!! thx God for dat..

nympe di kontrakan..
berantem!!
biasa..
kita klo ktmu malah seringnya berantem!! ga pernah ga berantem!!
just like wat ive told u..
ni org srg ngjk becandaaan tanpa ngenal wktu n tmpt..
tau2 serius tau2 bcanda!! bingung ngadepinnya..

dan..
abis berantem..
yah.. melepas kangen..
dan melepas hasrat.. :D

luv u!!

but..
ada satu keadaan dimana ak ngrasa sakit bgt!!
ati ini ngrasa berontak dan males buat nginep mlm itu..
smua juga brawal dr berantem..
cuman..
kali ini ak uda ga kuat lagi untuk ngadepin dia..
i hate u!! hate u so much!!
but...
i love u!! love u so much!! love u with all my life.. my breath.. my everything!!

then i decide to go home!!
ya..
im going home dat night..

going home.. left.. without saying any words!!




i hate u!!
ak sangat marah dan uda ga tahan lagi!!
im looking for a taxi.. im going and u call me..

call me so many times..

but i didnt pick up!!

coz..

ak males.. dan g mau ngomong..

wlopun akhrnya ak nrima juga telp itu..

im telling u dat.. its better for me to go home.. and no need to meet again!!
just goodbye.. and let me go..
and ill let u go..

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taking bus..
go home..

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in the morning...
ak lsg ambil hp dan sms dia..
ayank.. ak kangen!!!!
ya.. i miss u!!

I'd like to run away from you,but if I were to leave you I would die
I'd like to break the chains you put around me,and yet I'll never try

No matter what you do you drive me crazy,i'd rather be alone
But then I know my life would be so empty,as soon as you are gone

Impossible to live with you
But I could never live without you
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You make me sad
You make me strong
You make me mad
You make me long for you / You make me long for you

You make me live
You make me die
You make me laugh
You make me cry for you / You make me cry for you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you, I Love You more
For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You treat me wrong
You treat me right
You let me be
You make me fight with you / I could never live without you

You make me high
You bring me down
You set me free
You hold me bound to you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you more / I love you more
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

I never, never, never
I never, never, never
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you
But you



but i do love u!!
love u so much!!