do u serve to get better? do i serve to get better ?

do i serve to get better?
i do !!
and yess i do !!
thx Lord for that night..
the night when, actually i wanna go home, coz im too tired,,,
but..then i go to internetCafe.. looking for sum nu tracks,
i didn't got any beautiful tracks.. but.. i got sumone.. yes..
i got sumone who.. its..like the best i ever got in my life !!
the best!! and yes baby.. the BEST !!
hope it will last 4ever.. !!

right now..
wat i feel is..
kangen..
kangenn
dan kangennn !!!





ya... i wanna meet u again..
hug u!!
u hug me from behind !!
kiss me!!
aghhh... Goshh !!!!
i miss u so much !!!!!!

kecelakaan...

fiuh.. hari ini akhrnya kesampean nulis lagi..
setelah..lamaaaaa bgt ga nulis..
so.. 1 hal yg jadi alasan utama ga pernah nulis blog adalah..

KECELAKAAN !! TABRAKAN ANTARA SAIA DAN IBU2 YG NYEBRANG MNDADAK GA JELAS!!

so..
kecelakaannya terjadi hari senin skitar jam 10pg kurang 5mnit sminggu kmarin, it all begin with keburu buru..
mo brngkt ke prambors, nyari kunci ga ktmu2.. abis ktmu brngkt cepet2.. dah gitu.. ga tau awalnya milih baju, ak milih baju yg uda lamaaaa ga tak pke.. sbnrnya uda dikasih tau ma yg diAtas mungkin, klo mnding gnti baju,tp ttp aj ak nyetrika tu baju, dan.. brangkat.. kburu2.. ee.. ampir tinggal 60meter nympe kantor, ditngah jalan ada ibu yg nylonong belok [nyebrang] ga jelas.. krna posisi ak ngambil gas, kenceng2nya dan ga bisa ngindarin ibunya, ydah ak tabrak aja..

BRAKKKKKKK

dia jatuh.. akupun ga imbang.. dan braaaaakkkkk.. motor jatuh.. kepalaku bentur aspal kenceng bangetttt... trus muter2 5 kali mungkin.. tubuh ini melawan panasnya aspal saat itu.. ak mikir, knapa ga brhnti2 ni.. guling2 terus.. huhu.. sakit.. kaget.. syokk... smua nympur...
stlah brhnti, ak lsng berdiri dan minggir ke taman ditngh jalan, and.. i felt, kok bibirku basah yah.. banyak air.. knp ni.. [coz pke pnutup hidung], abis dibuka trnyata so many blood coming from my nose.. banyaaaakkk bgt darahnya, ak mikir bibirku sobek or gigi remuk..then ditolongin ama tukang parkir, dikasih tau buat minggir [ughh mpe skrg ak lom ngsih ssuatu kbpknya buat thx u..] krn klo klamaan ditngh, tktnya ktauan polisi,
then..
abis minggir ak nmuin ibunya, dia ma anaknya. o Gosh.. ak kgt trnyata dia boncengin anak kcil 4 thn.. [but dia ma anaknya gpp kok] ak ngmng aj ma dia, ak krja diprambors, klo ada apa2 kkntor aj..dan..ak disuruh sgra ke puskesmas, coz so many blood in my face..
nympe puskesmas [dianter pak satpamnya] ak telp rmh, ngsh tau ak hbs nabrk motor, ma nelp kntor,
di puskesmas, org2 puskesmas cmn bersihin muka aja, krn kawatir idungku dlmnya ada yg sobek dan perlu dijakit, akhrnya ak minta dianter ke R.S Dr.Oen, ydah ksana,mmpir kntor bntr, ak diboncengin anas ke R.S, nympe di r.s luka2 dibersihin, diinterogasi bntr.. ak mikir, ni org sakit kok malah ditanya2in kyk di kntor polisi huhu..
abis itu luka2 dikasih betadine, rongsen idung,trnyata ga patah,krn idung agak miring dikit, but trnyata smua gpp, cmn lecet2 ajah..

THANKS MY JESUS CHRIST !!

akhrnya pulang rumah dianter mas bowo, nympe rmh mam, krn dr pg lom mam, turs riduran..

and..
then...
the night comes...
jam 3pgi ak bangun...
im crying..
yeah.. ak nangis mlm pertama kecelakaan itu..
coz u know guys..
sakitttttttttttttttttt bangetttttttttttttttttttttttt rasanya!!
tangan ini kyk disayat2 ama silet kecil.. dan sayatannya ga berhenti2...
huhu...pasrah dan berjanji.. ga akan ngebut lagi... huhu..

4hari ga siaran..
hari ke 5 msuk krja..
siaran..
dan..
siaran lagi..
smpe akhrnya luka2 itu hri ini uda ilang..

oiya..
senin kecelakaan, padahal hari sabtunya dijadwal maen di MUSRO, baleho uda naek, DJ JOJO uda terpampang.. dan emang ak juga pengeeennn maen..
tp..
akhrnya maen juga...
dengan kaki yg sakit..dan tangan yg lumayan perih2..

that was the 1st time for me kecelakaan dijalan..
ternyata..
sakit..
ga enak..
jadi..
jangan NGEBUT dijalan..
:D
biasanya sok ngsih ceramah pas on air
eee..kena sndiri ni.. ngrasain juga ciuman ma aspal hehe..

ngntuk aku..
dah ya..

ps..
yg seharusnya terjadi untuk kasus kecelakaan kayak aku :
- helm pecah kacanya
- tangan patah
- idung patah
- bibir sobek
- gigi patah
- motor pecah2 ga jelas
- kaki lecet2 smua
- another bad things..

tp yang terjadi..
- helm kacanya ga pecah
- tangan ga patah
- idung ga patah
- bibir gpp
- gigi gpp
- motor lecet dikit
- kaki lecet dikit

so..
THANKS YOU SO MUCH MY JESUS CHRIST FOR GIVING YOUR HANDS, KEEPING ME FROM MY FALL..
dan..akhrnya cmn lecet2 ini..

dicari...

sedang dicari..
seseorang yang uda bosen ama alat yg kyk disebelah ini..

klo ude bosen ma alat ini, dengan senang hati saia akan menerima :D
keren ga seh ni alat.. canggih.. [wlo ada yg lbh canggih..] punya alat ini jumlahnya 2 ama 1 mixer, wis.. perfect dah for my life [right now..]

anyone ?

life time tunes..

luv madonna

one of my fave track from madonna is..

Chorus (first time without background vocals):

This used to be my playground [used to be]
This used to be my childhood dream
This used to be the place I ran to
Whenever I was in need
Of a friend
Why did it have to end
And why do they always say

Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
Because life is short
And before you know
You're feeling old
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask

(Long and movie versions only:)

(chorus)
Live and learn
Well the years they flew
And we never knew
We were foolish then
We would never tire
And that little fire
Is still alive in me
It will never go away
Can't say goodbye to yesterday [can't say goodbye]

(chorus)

No regrets
But I wish that you
Were here with me
Well then there's hope yet
I can see your face
In our secret place
You're not just a memory
Say goodbye to yesterday [the dream]
Those are words I'll never say [I'll never say]

This used to be my playground [used to be]
This used to be our pride and joy
This used to be the place we ran to
That no one in the world could dare destroy

(Short and movie versions only:)

This used to be our playground [used to be]
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
I wish you were standing here with me

(Movie version only:)

This used to be our playground [used to be]
This used to be our great escape
This used to be the place we ran to
This used to be our secret hiding place

This used to be our playground [used to be]
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
The best things in life are always free
Wishing you were here with me

ga bakal bosen diputer berkali2.. sumpah..
luv her..

great trance tunes [lagu2 lama seh..cmn bagus..]

awal sng ama lagu jeb a jeb, jo sng ma lagu2 trance.. enak aj.. menghanyutkan.. kadang bikin galau..
some of dat songs ada di sini..
my fave are, ATB - Collides With Beauty,Andain - Beautiful Things (Gabriel & Dresden Remix),Delerium - After All [Svenson & Gielen Radio Edit], Ernesto Vs Bastian - Dark Side Of The Moon (Radio Edit),Late Night Alumni - Empty Streets, Oceanlab Feat Justine Suissa - Satellite (Markus Schulz Coldharbour Mix), Perpetuous Dreamer - The Sound Of Goodbye (Above & Beyond Remix), i guess, this last track mean so much for me, liriknya.. jo g tau dpt inspirasi dari mana hehe..

Perpetuous Dreamer - The Sound Of Goodbye

Every face i see is cold as ice
Everything i touch is pale
Ever since i lost imagination
Like a stream that flows into the sea
I am lost for all eternity
Ever since you took your love away from me

Sometimes the sound of goodbye, Is louder than any drumbeat

well.. masiiiihhhh buaaaannnyyyaaaakkkk lagu2 keren lainnya..
klo mnurut kmu, lagu yg jadi sontrak of ur life is ?
tell me.. :)

empty streets..

empty streets by late night alumny


lagu yg keren.. brought to u by late night alumny

maybe some of u ever felt like the lyrics of this song..
check this out..

The city feels clean this time of night
Just empty streets and me walking home to clear my head

I know it came as no surprise
I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it I won't see how it's broken

It's the quiet time before the dawn
And I'm half past making sense of it, was I wrong?

Should I claim to give it all
In a world where not much ever seems to last long

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it i won't see it's broken

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it I won't see how it's broken

How it's broken...

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it i won't see it's broken

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it I won't see how it's broken

How it's broken...

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it i won't see it's broken

If the smile's not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
If we make it I won't see how it's broken

How it's broken...


well.. this song juga ada di album in search of sunrise-nya tiesto..
salah satu lagu yg jadi memori akan seseorang yang.. aghh.. lumayan berarti in my life.. [part of it..]
i dunno dimana dia skrg..
my past.. but i wud like to have dat past to be my future huhu..
ah udahlah..
mari nikmati idup kitaaaa...
dengan kerja, kerja, dan kerjaaa dan kuliahh dan jalan2.. dan nonton filmmm dan renanggg dan maen ke gununggg dan maen ke pantaiii dan kewarnettt dannn ngeDJ.. hore.. hip hip hura.. [lo mulai edan ki..]

maap.. ga punya pulsa..

hiks..hiks.. maapkan aku teman2ku.. bbrp hari ini ak ga punya pulsa.. jadi ga bisa bales sms kalian... im so damn poor.. :P
lagi poor aja hehe..
hari ini pun mam di fut kort es ge em ama red house dijajakan ama adia hehe..
tapi..ya..begaya sok kaya wkwkwkw.. dengan mencoba hotspot di 2 tmpt tadi.. yg brhasil di red house..
padahal..the truth is..
duit tinggal 4rb wkwkwwk..
ah.. nikmatin ajah... dan bersyukur..
:D

hri ini jaga mlm lagi..
ngntuk..
enak buat bobo nih..
makanya drpd ga ada kerjaan, nulis2 ini aja..

eh..minggu ini ada tmn jo dr jkt maen ke jgj ma solo, cmn 2 hr ini di telpun kagak nyambung2 !! menyebalkan!!

bikin kopi dolo ahhh
oiya ak bawa mangga dr rumah..
dimam dolo ahhhh