confusing.. ive told u before..

ya.. just like wat ive told u before..
dia org yg confusing me..
kmrn ngomong pisah, hari ini ngmng jangan mendua..
huh..
maksdnya yg jelas mana..
cmn..
yaudahlah.. jalanin aja..
wlopun pgn juga tau yg jelas dan apa yg harus ak lakuin, tapi kyknya sia2 klo nunggu ato ngarepin dia..
dia masih sangat ga stabil emosinya..
masih semaunya sndiri..
g mau diatur..
jadi ya ak nyante aja..

oiya neh..uda smkin dkt mo ke jkt, kmrn2 ak nyoba ngubungin tmn buat bisa jadi tmpt nginep di jkt, cmn agak susah..tp akhrnya dpt juga, hore.. bisa maen ke rmh tmnku eh bisa tdr di kos tmnkuw hehe..
unuk liputannya tunggu aja di radio prambors.. ak bakalan ngliput lsg ntr.. wlo itu liputan pribadi..hehe..
udah ah..
adia uda dtg..
mo ngljtin bli mnum dolo..

Sound of Goodbye..

why God !!
saat ak dpt sms goodbye dr dia..
hari itu juga ak tau klo ada versi baru dari lagu Sound of Goodbye !!
alaghh la trus ngopo !!
i mean..
knp kebetulan skali, saat ak terkaget2 dgn sms dr ssorang yg ngomong klo kita mnding sahabatan aja, dan saat itu juga ak dapetin info the newest release from Perpetuous Dreamer - Sound of Goodbye, lagu ini pas bgt ama sms yg ak dpt.. the word "goodbye" !!

this is the info about the releases
Nic Chagall & Spanish duo Simon & Shaker remixed Armin van Buuren`s classic 'Perpetuous Dreamer - Sound of Goodbye`.

Nic Chagall & Spanish duo Simon & Shaker remixed Armin van Buuren`s classic `Perpetuous Dreamer - Sound of Goodbye`. A big room tr ack of one of the guys behind Cosmic Gate who recently created the bombing remix of `The Anthem`. The Simon & Shaker Remix brings in a groove and they managed to make something special out of the vocal lines.

Tracklisting
A
01 Simon&Shaker Remix
B
01 Nic Chagall Re-edit

SOMETIMES..THE SOUND OF GOODBYE.. IS LOUDER THEN THE DRUM BEATS !!

beyonce.. here i come..

tau knp hari itu pas dgr iklannya beyonce yg ak puter pas ak siaran, kok ak jdi pgn nntn beyonce yah..
then..im considering mcm2..ya tiketnya,duit,ngnp dmn..naek apa, krjaan..and bla bla..
then..
1. tiket.. 750rb [festivallll alias kita nntn pke "keker"] la nntn dari jauhhh... kdu pke teropong..biar jelas..even though there will be giant screen hehe..
tiket..adalah duit hasil maen 5hari di novotel..2 jam 150rb.. so 5 hari 750rb.. duit itu buat byr tiket festivalnya..

2. tiket kereta executive.. 180rb [PP=360rb], coz tmnku ada yg jadi pramugari kereta executive... ak dsuruh ikut dia ajahh.. bayar diatas.. [she told to the captain dat im her boyfren] hehe.. ktanya cmn bayar 100rb.. so.. 200rb PP,

3. macm2nya di jkt.. 500rb buat mcm2nya disana cukup lah.. lagian ak minta tlg tmn jemput n ngnter.. sukur2 dia jg mo nntn, jadi ada yg nemenin..

smua 1.5jt..
oh Tuhan smoga lancar...

doakan...

ah beyonce.. here i come hehe..



btw..
tau ni dpt info gini.. beyonce mo ngrilis 12 album thn 2008 bsok.. beneran ga tuh..

EXCLUSIVE NEWS ABOUT BEYONCE’S NEXT ALBUM!!!We’ve just received EXCLUSIVE news about Worldwide. Worldwide is the
third solo album by Beyonce. The album is slated for release on January
1, 2008. Beyonce has reportedly recorded over 100 songs, and those songs
will be divided between 12 albums, and a new Beyonce album will be
released each month in the year 2008 on the following dates:

January 1, 2008 - World Wide I (or WWI)
February 5, 2008 - World Wide II (WWII)
March 4, 2008 - World Wide III
April 8, 2008 - World Wide IV
May 6, 2008 - World Wide V
June 10, 2008 - World Wide VI
July 8, 2008 - World Wide VII
August 5, 2008 - World Wide VIII
September 9, 2008 - World Wide IX
October 7, 2008 - World Wide X
November 11, 2008 - World Wide XI
December 16, 2008 - World Wide XII

Beyonce will shoot a video for each song (300 videos in all, each song
will be re-done in Spanish, and 50 will be re-shot in Swahili) And she
will shoot a movie for each album starring as her alter-ego Sasha. In keeping with the Worldwide Theme of the album Beyonce will visit 12
countries a month to promote the album. She is also having a special
contest to give away free tickets to a concert. Starting in November, if
you visit your local Kim’s Korean Hair Care, if you find the OFFICIAL
Beyonce Blonde lacefront wig in the store, you will win front-row
tickets to her concert. We guarantee that this concert will be so hot,
you may leave the show on FIRE!!!Because Beyonce is such a kind and generous person, she will be visiting
third world countries in Africa and Asia to pass out water, food,
medical supplies, and slightly worn lacefronts and freakum dresses,
because, as Beyonce says, “water and food are cool, but every once and a while, when your country is poor and in the middle of a civil war, sometimes you have to go in the back of your closet and pull out that
freakum
dress.”Keeping with her tradition of giving new talent an opportunity, for the
WorldWide World Tour 2008 Beyonce wants an all-gay band. That’s right an
all-gay band She will be looking for the most talented and energetic
gay musicians to go out on the road with her. She needs the following
musicians:

- 1 Drummer
-3 Tamborine Players
-2 Whistle Blowers
-1 Person to take hold 2 flashlights, spin in a circle and, make the
Siren Sound on “Ring the Alarm” She will be holding auditions in Atlanta-only. She figured that in
Atlanta all she had to do was play “Get Me Bodied” on a crowded street
and the all-gay band would form itself.

As with all of her other tours, Beyonce will be offering Gold Packages
for her fans.For the low price $12,000 fans will be able to wave directly at Beyonce
as she waves back at them from her tour bus. No photos and videos will
be taken at the concerts, as we have found that people post things on
YouTube, even when Beyonce asks them not to. Go figure.People who buy the Gold Package will also receive an EXCLUSIVE gift-bag
which includes: a bag of Skittles, a bar of Irish Spring soap, 2 loose
Newports, $300 worth unsold House of Dereon clothing, and 20 unsold
copies of “Ms. Kelly“. Fans will be able to pre-order all 12 albums on the following dates:-September 4, 2007
-Whatever day Janet’s album comes out.
-Whatever day Mariah’s album comes out.
-Whatever day Ashanti’s album comes out.

Beyonce’s not trying to compete or overshadow, it’s merely a coincidence
that her pre-order date falls on the same day as other singers’ album
releases.

A DVD-CD re-release will be done for each of the 12 albums, and DVD
from each of the 120 concerts that Beyonce will perform on tour. So in all in 2008 Beyonce will release:24 albums
12 movies
120 - DVDsWe will keep you posted about any updates that we recieve or you could
just wait for official press releases or statements from Beyonce’s
publicist instead using Wikipedia, blogs, or message boards as credible
sources.

datz it..

i hate u, then i love u !!

hari itu ak pergi lagi naek kereta..
hari itu juga pertama kali ak dengerin music pake creativeZenMicro yg harganya murah, cmn 550rb tp memorinya 5 GB,lumayan lah.. ama ipod suaranya ga kalah..
sampailah di stasiun itu..
dia nunggu disana..
dari jauh ak uda bisa liat dia..
apakah hatiku senang? ya iyalahhhhh... kangen bgt lama g ktmu.. pdhl bru bbrp hari hehe..
wlopun.. kadang.. i hate u, coz manusia yg 1 ini sangattt susahhhh banget ditebak jlan pikirannya!! sering ngajak becandaan yg ga jelas!! yg kadang bikin ak jadi sangattt marah.. dats why i hate!! but.. then i love u!! ya i luv u!! coz.. dia org terindah yg pernah ak temuin!! thx God for dat..

nympe di kontrakan..
berantem!!
biasa..
kita klo ktmu malah seringnya berantem!! ga pernah ga berantem!!
just like wat ive told u..
ni org srg ngjk becandaaan tanpa ngenal wktu n tmpt..
tau2 serius tau2 bcanda!! bingung ngadepinnya..

dan..
abis berantem..
yah.. melepas kangen..
dan melepas hasrat.. :D

luv u!!

but..
ada satu keadaan dimana ak ngrasa sakit bgt!!
ati ini ngrasa berontak dan males buat nginep mlm itu..
smua juga brawal dr berantem..
cuman..
kali ini ak uda ga kuat lagi untuk ngadepin dia..
i hate u!! hate u so much!!
but...
i love u!! love u so much!! love u with all my life.. my breath.. my everything!!

then i decide to go home!!
ya..
im going home dat night..

going home.. left.. without saying any words!!




i hate u!!
ak sangat marah dan uda ga tahan lagi!!
im looking for a taxi.. im going and u call me..

call me so many times..

but i didnt pick up!!

coz..

ak males.. dan g mau ngomong..

wlopun akhrnya ak nrima juga telp itu..

im telling u dat.. its better for me to go home.. and no need to meet again!!
just goodbye.. and let me go..
and ill let u go..

---------------

taking bus..
go home..

---------------

in the morning...
ak lsg ambil hp dan sms dia..
ayank.. ak kangen!!!!
ya.. i miss u!!

I'd like to run away from you,but if I were to leave you I would die
I'd like to break the chains you put around me,and yet I'll never try

No matter what you do you drive me crazy,i'd rather be alone
But then I know my life would be so empty,as soon as you are gone

Impossible to live with you
But I could never live without you
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You make me sad
You make me strong
You make me mad
You make me long for you / You make me long for you

You make me live
You make me die
You make me laugh
You make me cry for you / You make me cry for you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you, I Love You more
For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

You treat me wrong
You treat me right
You let me be
You make me fight with you / I could never live without you

You make me high
You bring me down
You set me free
You hold me bound to you

I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you
Then I love you more / I love you more
For whatever you do / For whatever you do
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

I never, never, never
I never, never, never
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you
But you



but i do love u!!
love u so much!!

confuse..

confuse is the right word for me now..
bingung..
krn terlalu byk yg dihadapin malah ga bisa bener2 fokus ke 1 hal aja!
cmn, nowdays kyknya org2 emang harus multitasking..
bisa nglakuin bbrp hal dlm satu wktu tertentu..
bagusnya, bbrp hal selesai dlm wktu bersamaan..
jeleknya.. kadang hasilnya tidak maksimal..
tapi..
klo ga gitu, kita bakal dikalahin ama mreka yg pantang nyerah!!
ya ngga!
so..
hajar aja sobbbbbbbbb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do u serve to get better? do i serve to get better ?

do i serve to get better?
i do !!
and yess i do !!
thx Lord for that night..
the night when, actually i wanna go home, coz im too tired,,,
but..then i go to internetCafe.. looking for sum nu tracks,
i didn't got any beautiful tracks.. but.. i got sumone.. yes..
i got sumone who.. its..like the best i ever got in my life !!
the best!! and yes baby.. the BEST !!
hope it will last 4ever.. !!

right now..
wat i feel is..
kangen..
kangenn
dan kangennn !!!





ya... i wanna meet u again..
hug u!!
u hug me from behind !!
kiss me!!
aghhh... Goshh !!!!
i miss u so much !!!!!!

kecelakaan...

fiuh.. hari ini akhrnya kesampean nulis lagi..
setelah..lamaaaaa bgt ga nulis..
so.. 1 hal yg jadi alasan utama ga pernah nulis blog adalah..

KECELAKAAN !! TABRAKAN ANTARA SAIA DAN IBU2 YG NYEBRANG MNDADAK GA JELAS!!

so..
kecelakaannya terjadi hari senin skitar jam 10pg kurang 5mnit sminggu kmarin, it all begin with keburu buru..
mo brngkt ke prambors, nyari kunci ga ktmu2.. abis ktmu brngkt cepet2.. dah gitu.. ga tau awalnya milih baju, ak milih baju yg uda lamaaaa ga tak pke.. sbnrnya uda dikasih tau ma yg diAtas mungkin, klo mnding gnti baju,tp ttp aj ak nyetrika tu baju, dan.. brangkat.. kburu2.. ee.. ampir tinggal 60meter nympe kantor, ditngah jalan ada ibu yg nylonong belok [nyebrang] ga jelas.. krna posisi ak ngambil gas, kenceng2nya dan ga bisa ngindarin ibunya, ydah ak tabrak aja..

BRAKKKKKKK

dia jatuh.. akupun ga imbang.. dan braaaaakkkkk.. motor jatuh.. kepalaku bentur aspal kenceng bangetttt... trus muter2 5 kali mungkin.. tubuh ini melawan panasnya aspal saat itu.. ak mikir, knapa ga brhnti2 ni.. guling2 terus.. huhu.. sakit.. kaget.. syokk... smua nympur...
stlah brhnti, ak lsng berdiri dan minggir ke taman ditngh jalan, and.. i felt, kok bibirku basah yah.. banyak air.. knp ni.. [coz pke pnutup hidung], abis dibuka trnyata so many blood coming from my nose.. banyaaaakkk bgt darahnya, ak mikir bibirku sobek or gigi remuk..then ditolongin ama tukang parkir, dikasih tau buat minggir [ughh mpe skrg ak lom ngsih ssuatu kbpknya buat thx u..] krn klo klamaan ditngh, tktnya ktauan polisi,
then..
abis minggir ak nmuin ibunya, dia ma anaknya. o Gosh.. ak kgt trnyata dia boncengin anak kcil 4 thn.. [but dia ma anaknya gpp kok] ak ngmng aj ma dia, ak krja diprambors, klo ada apa2 kkntor aj..dan..ak disuruh sgra ke puskesmas, coz so many blood in my face..
nympe puskesmas [dianter pak satpamnya] ak telp rmh, ngsh tau ak hbs nabrk motor, ma nelp kntor,
di puskesmas, org2 puskesmas cmn bersihin muka aja, krn kawatir idungku dlmnya ada yg sobek dan perlu dijakit, akhrnya ak minta dianter ke R.S Dr.Oen, ydah ksana,mmpir kntor bntr, ak diboncengin anas ke R.S, nympe di r.s luka2 dibersihin, diinterogasi bntr.. ak mikir, ni org sakit kok malah ditanya2in kyk di kntor polisi huhu..
abis itu luka2 dikasih betadine, rongsen idung,trnyata ga patah,krn idung agak miring dikit, but trnyata smua gpp, cmn lecet2 ajah..

THANKS MY JESUS CHRIST !!

akhrnya pulang rumah dianter mas bowo, nympe rmh mam, krn dr pg lom mam, turs riduran..

and..
then...
the night comes...
jam 3pgi ak bangun...
im crying..
yeah.. ak nangis mlm pertama kecelakaan itu..
coz u know guys..
sakitttttttttttttttttt bangetttttttttttttttttttttttt rasanya!!
tangan ini kyk disayat2 ama silet kecil.. dan sayatannya ga berhenti2...
huhu...pasrah dan berjanji.. ga akan ngebut lagi... huhu..

4hari ga siaran..
hari ke 5 msuk krja..
siaran..
dan..
siaran lagi..
smpe akhrnya luka2 itu hri ini uda ilang..

oiya..
senin kecelakaan, padahal hari sabtunya dijadwal maen di MUSRO, baleho uda naek, DJ JOJO uda terpampang.. dan emang ak juga pengeeennn maen..
tp..
akhrnya maen juga...
dengan kaki yg sakit..dan tangan yg lumayan perih2..

that was the 1st time for me kecelakaan dijalan..
ternyata..
sakit..
ga enak..
jadi..
jangan NGEBUT dijalan..
:D
biasanya sok ngsih ceramah pas on air
eee..kena sndiri ni.. ngrasain juga ciuman ma aspal hehe..

ngntuk aku..
dah ya..

ps..
yg seharusnya terjadi untuk kasus kecelakaan kayak aku :
- helm pecah kacanya
- tangan patah
- idung patah
- bibir sobek
- gigi patah
- motor pecah2 ga jelas
- kaki lecet2 smua
- another bad things..

tp yang terjadi..
- helm kacanya ga pecah
- tangan ga patah
- idung ga patah
- bibir gpp
- gigi gpp
- motor lecet dikit
- kaki lecet dikit

so..
THANKS YOU SO MUCH MY JESUS CHRIST FOR GIVING YOUR HANDS, KEEPING ME FROM MY FALL..
dan..akhrnya cmn lecet2 ini..